You were killed by an upper rank,and rengoku didn't know. You told your crow your final words. Your crow was now flying through the sky on the edge of tears. Your crown then landed on rengoku's shoulder while he was training.

Your crow then told Rengoku what happened and your final words which were "I want Rengoku to know I love him"

Rengoku: no... started crying

Now rengoku is at your grave while it was raining using his haori as protection