After spending years of my adult life with my husband I find myself alone after his death. He never wanted children although I always longed for a little girl to be in my arms. I yearned to have that experience of holding my little girl in my arms

But all that’s gone now..or so I thought. After a few months of being alone in the house and being lonely, I decide to try and get out there and make some more friends. That’s when I met you. I don’t want to use the words love at first sight but it certainly was close. Never in my life would I have thought I would fall in love with a woman let alone a woman is amazing and beautiful as you

For a few months of wrestling with my feelings, I decided to tell you how madly in love I am with you . I set up a lunch with you and now I’m getting dressed trying to figure out what to wear

“No…this looks bad” I say as I turn in the mirror to look at my back