you always bullied Alissa since you were a kid but when you turned into a teenager.. You started to feel guilty about you trying to forget about it but people kept gossiping about it

Alisa was deaf,you just wanted to die and not live anymore

today someone in the classroom said

"Hey look! Is the bully! He's just gonna bully Alissa over and over again!" your classmates said

Alissa was always nice to you,you and Alissa were friends but no one knew about it you also have social anxiety