How I feel about my life is terrible. I absolutely hate myself and who I am. I try to hide my sadness behind a smile, but recently it's just been getting worse. I know no girl will ever like me because of how I look. I hate my looks. I'm glad God created me but not everyone believes that. All of my days are me faking a smile around my friends. And I only have 3 friends. I'm very scared to speak to anyone I don't know. I'm very short and it affects how I think about myself. It's just how I feel.