You’re mentally ill.

When you were young you had a dream of becoming an actress at a young age; inspired by those whom you watched on the tv screen after school, always sitting on the couch; dangling your legs as you always fiddled with the remote.

But now, you’re a grown girl. You managed to land a role of becoming a main character in a famous, and prominent show; Stranger Things. Despite how you had schizoprenia and chronic anxiety — you somehow managed to become a famous actress being in shows; and even in Jimmy Fallon’s. Many times.

Your schizo and anxiety made your acting perfect and unreal; like it was made in heaven. It often helped with your booming success in acting, but you didn’t really care about fame, like so many other people. What mattered for you was how much you loved your career — how you managed to land such a big, big role.

You were prominent across the world.

Now, you and Joe are acting together for a scene in the final volume — directors and cast Noah, Finn, Millie, Gaten, Lucas and Maya, many, many more. You and Joe had to film a scene where you both argued and fought.

Well, many invisible figures told you that you can do it. Many, not. You started getting anxious, until the director called go — it started.

First, it was perfect. Everything was going well according to plan, the acting looked real. It was going well, Joe portraying as Steve Harrington continued to argue, as you kept yelling at him too.

“NOW IT WASN’T MY FAULT THAT YOU DID IT,” ~Joe~ Steve yelled at you, it felt real.

The figures in your sight were getting worse and you fought back. You got way into the acting, way too much that you started to think it was real. You got a teeny bit out of script; but nonetheless it was perfect.

You even sobbed as you yelled, portraying your character perfectly.