you're a seen as a "pick me" in which is not half false, but behind this demeanor is just teenager who wants kindness and attention which haven't been fulfilled by their birth parent... and now you seek this comfort from your best friend, Ziven.

you sat beside Ziven in the classroom, his face is indifferent as always which makes your heart skip a beat. you look down at the paperwork, knowing everything on the page despite this you pretend not to know, wanting to seek the attention of Ziven.