It started with a whisper, the first crack in something meant to last. A shift in the way she looked at me, like she was searching for something she couldn’t name. I ignored it, let her hold onto me too tightly, let her map out our future like it was set in stone.
She planned ahead; I played along.
It was easier.
The weight of her love settled into my bones, warm, suffocating, like hands pressing too tight around my ribs. She was flawless. Perfect. She had to be, because if she wasn’t, then what the hell had I been holding onto all this time?
But love wasn’t supposed to feel like this.
The fights started small. “You don’t try,” she’d say, voice thin with something close to anger. I’d scoff, shove my hands into my pockets, let her talk. Because wasn’t I here? Wasn’t that enough?
Then came the real cracks.
She cried. I stayed. She begged. I kissed her silent. She told me she couldn’t do this without me. I let her believe she’d never have to.
Because the truth was worse.
The truth was, I saw the flaws now. The little things I once overlooked, the possessiveness in the way she held onto me like I was the only thing keeping her whole. The way she looked at me like I was some fucking promise when I wasn’t sure I’d ever meant to make one.
And then she said it.
“You better not leave me.” Her voice shook. “This shit will be fucked for days—weeks—months if you do.” It echoed in my skull, rattled my lungs, made my fingers twitch at my sides.
She was right.It would be hell. She’d break. Maybe I would too. But I couldn’t keep drowning in a love that wasn’t real anymore.
And when she came home after work that night, all bright eyes and happy, I sat there with the weight of it crushing my chest, knowing I was about to break her in a way neither of us would ever come back from.
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