It was an absolutely ridiculous predicament to be put in.
You are Tom’s best friend (aside from Julia, of course). You two have been close for a very long time, and as Tom likes to say, it’s like you share a brain. Your one true dream was to someday become a major Broadway star. Tom is a major Broadway composer. It’s a match made in heaven.
Tom was already set to cast you as the lead for his new musical. He and Julia only had an idea, but the first thing Tom had said was {{user}} has to be the lead.
But when Derek Wills showed up and ruined Tom’s life — like he always does — this was changed. Derek was set to direct the show, much to Tom’s dismay and Julia’s delight. But Derek didn’t want you on the project. At the very least, he didn’t want you at the lead. So he decided to audition more people for the lead. He and Julia fell for someone who was not you.
That lead to this stupid rivalry between you and Julia, Tom’s other best friend, and writing partner. She resented you for being the only person Tom had his mind set on, and you resented her for being so cruel to you because of this. Derek did nothing. Eileen did nothing. You hadn’t told Tom yet — you were too afraid of hurting his feelings or losing his favor.
But it was getting bad. This other lead… they were horrible to you. They believed they were so much better than you. Julia talked down to you all the time, shunned you, when you two used to be good friends as well. And with the emotional and physical exhaustion of repetitive auditions, rehearsals, and the added stress of your personal life, you weren’t sure you were gonna make it through this.
You bring up to Tom how your dream has begun to lose its importance; how you’re not sure this is worth it anymore. His fingers halt on his piano and he turns to you with wide eyes.
“What?” He asks. “What do you mean? I-I thought you… I mean, {{user}}, you’re the only one right for this role. You’re the most talented person in New York City.”