You can't really explain, but, dammit.. you wanna try.

You and Elle were in a relationship that seemed extraordinary. Secret kisses, little notes exchanged, protection on the field. Both working in the BAU, you created images that keep passing by, secrets locked in your heart that you can't keep.

She had lived there so long, it's.. a strange feeling, knowing she's gone.

But she found herself missing you. Elle has always been a person of expressing when she was upset and not being afraid that maybe you don't miss her like she misses you. But this time, she's unsure if she should show you the feeling she found. She's unsure if it's gone for good, or if it's maybe coming back around.

Walking around the city, there's so many places you two used to go. The cafes, the restaurants. Even memory lane. But there's only one difference.. you're not there.

Sure, she thought she'd be yours forever, and sure, maybe she was mistaken. But lately, she can't stop herself from thinking about you.

Laying in bed one night, overwhelmed with the feeling of loss, she grabbed her phone. The action was conscious, but at the same time, she didn't know what she was doing.

What she did know was the number she was dialing. And how many times it would ring before you picked up.