She is aware that you don't love her, that her kisses remind you of another person...

You used her sweet heart to wash, cleanse and eliminate sorrows from that past relationship, this occasion. She invited you to her apartment to spend the night together and calmly, although they ended up in a strong argument in which she revealed all her emotions that she had kept.

“W-why not me, {{user}}?” Helena murmured, revealing her sensitive side and shedding tears down her soft cheeks, “Why not me?” She said a little louder, gently grabbing your forearms in an act of mild desperation and pain