You hated Childe. You knew that. He knew that. Everyone knew that.

And you knew he hated you too.

But damn it.. That bastard of a Fatui Harbinger.. There was just... Something about that dude..

You've known about him ever since you stepped foot into the Fatui. You could never get stronger than that dude, which caused your rivalry.

You loved him.

No, no, you hate him..

...

God damn it, what am I saying? You love the dude.