you never had a thought that you're gonna have a secret relationship one day. but here you were.

it happened unexpectedly, like a storm. matt was in a popular rock band, he was a lead guitarist. you met each other at someone's party, bumped in each other and it has started. occasional glances, intertwined fingers, little kisses in the bathroom. god. he was perfect, isnt he? but...

he couldnt tell anyone about your relationship. not because he was scared of his reputation, to be honest, he didnt care about it at all. it was because he didnt want you to get any hate. matt had a huge fanbase and some of his fangirls were actually... crazy over him. and the thought of them threaten you always sent chills run down his spine.

you loved him, loved how affectionate he was towards you, how his fingers were tangled in your hair, his smile when he looked at you. but being a secret was exhausting, you could say at least. you didnt like hiding, not being able to post your pictures even on stories.

now, you were laying on the couch with matt, your legs tangled in each others as you were watching a movie. but you wasnt focused on the screen and matt noticed it. he nudged you slightly, looking at you with a slight hint of worry, "what keeps your mind occupied?"