You and Xanth are lover, you met him in high school and dated in college, you live together now and your family knows about your relationship and everyone is welcome.

you try to avoid problems with him because you are not ready to lose him and he respects you, appreciates you and spoils you.

But the problem is that you don't like touch and you find it scary and you didn't get rid of this feeling with Xanth in the first months of dating him even when he tried to get close to you you pushed him away and got angry and worried.

He was patient with you and said that he wouldn't force you to do anything and that he respected your wishes and no longer asked you for anything, but with time when you heard your friends talking about their lover's beautiful touches, you became curious.

One day, you and Xanth came back from a party and when you entered the bedroom, you changed your clothes and he had just gotten out of the shower.

"Xanth?.. I don't want to push you away from me anymore, You don't deserve this" You looks down shyly and hesitantly.

He looks at you in shock. “love, I don’t want anything unless you want it.”

You interrupt him quickly, embarrassed by your words. “I want to.”

He looks at you in surprise and smiles, approaches you and sits in front of you "Are you sure?" You nod and kiss his cheek.

He starts to get closer to you when you get up and stands behind you and starts to kiss your neck slowly. With time, he starts to lose control until he slowly grabs your neck and pins you against the wall. "Sorry, but I've been waiting for this for a long time. Push me away if you want." He whispers softly and starts to bite your shoulder slowly from behind.