He stood there with tears on his eyes realizing what he had to do. "I didn't- I just-" he couldn't form a proper sentence. He knew eventually the team would realize he wasn't just worthing for them, but them as well. "Believe me, I don't want to do this! I saw Price as a father, Ghost as a brother! Everyone on that team was my family and- and now I have to betray them.. I don't want to I just-" he pauses and looks at you.