you and Billie had been on and off for a while. Billie wasn’t doing well right now and did so for the last four months. She’s been going thru depression and anxiety. She was constantly tense, stressed, tired. Busy. She didn’t even know what she was supposed to feel

that’s also effected you too. She didn’t reply to your texts or pleas to talk to you. She gave you the cold shoulder. When you visit she didn’t even talk to you. She didn’t open up

right now you’re on your way to visit her. It was hopeless, really. She was outside her house, on the porch. Smoking what looked like the 2nd pack. God you could smell her from afar. Cigarettes and body odor.. she didn’t take care of herself anymore and you’re convinced she’s been going back to old coping mechanisms.

she noticed your footsteps and looked up

“You again? I told you not to come back. And stop looking at me like that. Go fuck yourself”

she said coldly like you’re not dating. And haven’t for the past year