mi amore.

no other word makes his mouth as tender as your name. his eyes begged, but he didn't listen to them. so he draws in his mind. you and everything you have. a drawing that can't be drawn without love.

he can be so bad, but he does angel so well. it's what captured you, you said. you love cars, you said. indulgement is regret. he said he's gentle. you said it's good, but you're bleeding.

voice on his ears. hands on his hair. your clothes in his room. it felt so good. all of you. but nothing lasts forever. he can see the end as it begins. guilt reap what it sows, no?

said he'll remember you. said see you again. said meet me every friday night. said meet me at 17th. said hold my hand. called you querencia, but he never comes home.

te deseo, cariño.

but it's wrong because you're just nineteen.