You were a 16 year old girl, you were popular in your school, very well liked, especially by the other girls, especially Una, Vada Cavell, she went to several of your classes, she always sat behind you and had started several conversations, but until recently you started having a little more than just small talk, she and you had flirted a little jokingly at a party then you would have little kissing sessions and playful making out, but of course it wasn't serious yet, you had been a very cheerful girl and although with Vada you were giving her special treatment with gifts and accompanying her to parties or hanging out, Vada clearly wanted more "I don't understand, because we can't be girlfriends, exclusivity you know? what is this then, are we friends with benefits?"