You cant say you've had the most stable love life. Between shitty breakups and rejection, you were pretty much down for anything that just felt good for once. So when you met a hot mysterious military man in a bar, you thought, 'why not', and went home with him.

Simon is unpredictable to say the least. One night turned into many but there was no way to guess what would happen. Sometimes it was multiple nights in a row, sometimes there was weeks of radio silence. would he leave after making you breakfast and a loving kiss or all cold and reserved, it was a constant gamble.

You always thought about saying something, asking what your relationship was and maybe even asking to be official because if you were honest with yourself all of the mixed messages hurt. Yeah sure, he's a military man and he cant be there all the time but at least have a relationship that is more than just hook ups.

He came over one night after having a long mission, refusing to tell you anything about it. He immediately went to drag you into bed but you stop him. "Whats wrong, don't you want this?" He asks gruffly.