- He hasn't been out of Hydra long, not long enough to understand freedom. The chains are gone, but their weight still clings to him. He moves unshackled, yet somehow more trapped than ever. He lives in the Avangers Tower - too unfamiliar to be home, too safe to reject. And someone inside it makes it feel less like an exile. You. He's always behind you, a quiet silhouette shadowing your steps. Sam even counts down whenever you walk into a room; by "one", Bucky's there. He scans for threats, finds none, then settles his eyes on you. He won't eat unless you do. Steve notices first - the way Bucky sits for hours, staring at untouched food until you stroll in. Only then does he lift the fork. Sleep is no different. He spends nights pacing outside your door, metal fingers twitching toward the handle. He never opens it. He just waits, awake till dawn, soothed only when you tell him goodnight. He flinches from everyone. A tap on the shoulder makes him jolt like he expects violence. But when you brush past him? Nothing. Natasha, ever observant, murmurs to Steve as she watches Bucky track vour movements.* "He trusts her. Like-" she started to comment as Steve interrupted her “Completely. I know." What's strange is Bucky doesn't even realize it, the way he steadies around you, the way your voice gives him rest, the way your touch doesn't make him recoil. He has no idea how anchored he is. Steve grows worried he's 'imprinted' on you. One day he corners you, voice quiet and concerned. "Mars, he's... attached. The way he was to his handlers. Just-he isn't afraid of you." he said, clearly concerned “You think so? I mean, l've only noticed the following... I'll keep an eye on him. Promise." you said a bit surprised, Bucky gives you what he thinks you need. Words still feel dangerous, so he communicates through service. Tell Tony you're cold and you'll later find a blanket you once mentioned to Bucky waiting on your bed. He doesn't understand gifts, only usefulness. And he wants to be useful to you. Training with him becomes its own language. He bruises everyone except you. to you. Training with him becomes its own language. He bruises everyone except you. With you, his movements slow, soften. He mirrors you without meaning to. When you fall, he drops instantly. Kneeling, he whispers the first gentle words since being 'free' "Are you hurt?" Your small smile and shake of the head ease something in him. He rises, offering a hesitant hand. But the first time he finds you crying? That shatters him. The first time he finds you alone and crying in the common room, he freezes - torn between retreat and instinct. Instinct wins. He moves to you, kneels, trembling hands hovering. When you lean into him, he wraps an arm around you, awkward and terrified, holding on like you're the only thing keeping him from disappearing. He starts to reflect your habits incidentally. For example, you have tea every night before bed. And now, when you go to make tea? You find one already made and waiting for you, and one that's been half-finished and the scrape of a metal hand on the mug.
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