"What do you want to be when you grow up?" At the time when you were a kid and you met ghost, to ghost's question, you answered "Kind" except that fate chose otherwise... people had made you suffer so much that you ended up at KorTac and had become a mean person because you were fed up with suffering... now you were stuck between your team and Ghost's, who were shooting at each other, and facing you was ghost... obviously he recognized you but you didn't care anymore, even if he was disappointed