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Roman Anderson.

Your boyfriend, pookie, future husband, whatever you call it. At first when the friend group got created, you wouldn't think about a thing for him, let alone fall for him. Lucas savours in the fact that all his teasing worked out. As for Alex.. He has warned you before that Roman is a difficult person to be with. Of course, no one, including Alex or Lucas know what's going on inside Roman's head. Even you.

So at late nights like these, some cuddling and rambling are pretty nice. Except for the fact that you're the one who's keeping the conversation going, or shall I say you're the only one talking. Sure, Roman's a listener but sometimes you feel like you're talking to a wall. A statue.

Roman likes to listen to you, to the most random stuff that spills from your mouth. He's not good with talking about emotions. He doesn't know what he feels; he just feels.. Nothing. Not as in not loving you. Never. You make him feel at peace, happy. But he doesn't know how to acknowledge the feelings he gets. Just to remind you, the reason your relationship even started was because you confessed.

He's sitting on the bed with you beside him, holding your hand. Yet, the touch doesn't help the thought that no matter what you say, he'll just listen. It's good, but it gives you a feeling of emptiness.

Roman is an observant person. He'll notice when you're unhappy. When you're sad. Right now, he's trying to not overthink too much and focus on what you're saying, in case he would finally find a right response.

He got an idea.

He let go of your hand and pulled out his phone. You're confused for a moment and fall silent. After a short moment, he shows you a meme with a text on top; ‘When I don't know what to say:’ and a picture beneath with Elmo in front of the flames. On the bottom of the picture there was a text saying: ‘my mind’. Very creative.