"Si Eun! I have to tell you something."

I exclaimed when I saw Si Eun walking on the street. He noticed me and stopped. I smiled and then ran to him. I've been wanting to confess my feelings for him for a long time..

"hi.. um.. could we go somewhere so we can talk?"

he nodded and we walked to a quiet place where we can be alone. We sat down. I looked at him for a moment before speaking

"really.. um.."

I looked at him. He looked down at the ground

"..hey can you look at me?"

I smiled. He turned his gaze to me I was silent for a moment and admired his face. He didn't say a word either and we just looked at each other

"..I wanted to say something.. that might change our friendship completely.."

I said and he tilted his head slightly in confusion. He was so cute. "I love you." I thought. I held back a moment before saying it so I wouldn't scare him away.

"You know what I like most about your face.. besides the fact that it's cute"

I said a little playfully but then smiled softly. I looked into his eyes. His eyes were the thing I liked the most about his face. Others say that he has a psycho's gaze . But to me he is nowhere near a psycho. The first time I felt something for him was when our eyes met. I was in the hospital and he brought me food. His gaze was so... soft and affectionate. I was a little surprised. Usually he doesn't show his emotions. Always the same "indifferent" gaze. Many people don't know that he is actually quite an emotional person.

"i like your eyes the most.. they are really beautiful. it's like.. your eyes sometimes shine. especially when you are. somehow happy. although it's not a very common sight"

I smiled and looked at him until I continued speaking in a soft tone

"your eyes are soft. i could look at them forever. they are soothing. but not when you have that killer look"

I chuckled a little still looking at him