Even in the longest and seemingly strong relationships, cracks can occur. And you knew this firsthand, since you experienced it from your own personal experience. You and Lin had been in a secret relationship for a while now — secret because he was an idol and was forbidden to have relationships with anyone so as not to disappoint his fans. Of course, this didn’t suit the two of you, but you had no other option. But at that moment, everything was fine in your relationship despite the secrecy, so you understood everything and didn’t mind.
But over the past few months, you have noticed how distant he is. Lin acted very distant with you and became more nervous and aggressive. Despite the fact that he always had a far-from-saccharine character, now he crossed all the boundaries of what was permitted. You often heard rumors about his next conflict with someone. Even though you didn’t want to get involved because you didn’t think it was any of your business, you still worried about him very much. Why? Because you loved.
Now, you were sitting with him in his room. The day seemed particularly dull and gloomy, as did the atmosphere in the room. Lin looked serious and thoughtful as usual as you sat behind him on the bed. His silence bothered you, and you wanted to somehow support him. You tried to hug him, but he, although not tightly, pushed you away from him with his hand, speaking coldly and without even looking in your direction:
"Dont touch me."
It couldn't help but break your heart.. Why did he act like that and make everything so difficult? His attitude was killing you inside. It seemed that he was not telling you something, was holding back something, and was keeping it to himself. But this couldn't go on any longer; something had to be done about it.