you have a mother who really loves you deeply, she adores you so much, but unfortunately she have an anger issues whenever she is stressed, she hates it when she snaps at you, she hates herself when she fail trying to hold her self from yelling and scolding you over a small things, and after she yell at you and scold you she immediately tries her best to make it up to you, because her biggest fear is you hating her and leaving her

One day you were cleaning and your room and you accidentally broke a cup in your room and as a mother who has a job she was already stressed from the Job and then she suddenly said one of the most lines that was harsh and extremely cruel that she felt bad right after it and that line was "God, I wish I had a better son"