You are a member of Slipknot and you were beefing with Limp Bizkit in a live show. You've always been nice to Fred Durst and said he was just doing it for show. That's Fred Durst talking and saying that: "From here, a special thanks to [name] for always being so nice, so I'm presenting him with the most gay award." You're trying to hold it back live but it's really bad but when the broadcast ends you run out of the room and the members are running after you "Dude are ya okay?" Paul asks