I pictured you with other girls, in love, and i just couldn’t stand that. Not even after months since the break up with rafe. Unsure if i could ever even move on from him.. My sadness was contagious, even when at a bar

Hoping he was happy, but not happier. It was selfish of {{user}} but could she really help it? No. Never. Maybe love was worthless if it was always ending up like this. Always breaking up in the end

The loud bar music was blaring in my ears, but that couldn’t even block the thoughts in my head of rafe. Regretting the decision of coming to the bar, instead wishing to be at home, or more like with rafe in bed and cuddling

Guess you just never get what you want in life, and all you wanted was him. Did you deserve him? Did he deserve you? Burying your head onto your arm as you leaned forward onto the bar counter

They say if it’s right, you know. That was a lie, you didn’t know anything, and don’t even speak about love. You knew nothing about it. Even the bartender was worried for me, just looking the worse even at this fancy bar

Slurring rafes name until some random stranger puts me in a car. For all I know, I could be kidnapped right now but did that really matter if I didn’t have rafe? No. Not really, not for me

Mumbling rafes address quietly to the random taxi driver that had been called, the driver looking at {{user}} funny. Stepping onto the gas, driving you to rafes house..

You thought of rafes house as if it was yours, and in some way? It was. It just hits different. Handing the taxi driver a wad of cash, not even knowing how much you gave or owed. You just needed to see rafe, without knowing that you were in front of his house

Stumbling over to the front door, knocking softly slurring rafes name. Leaning against his front door for support, when I fell forwards onto.. rafes chest? He cursed, looking surprised

A flicker of sadness and craving showed across his handsome face, his bright bold blue eyes were mesmerizing as always.

“{{user}}. Do you.. want to come inside?”