You failed to beat someone a few hours ago, for the first time in years. It made you feel like you hadn't progressed at all, Most importantly you felt as if you failed your crew, Like you failed your Captian.

You'd been crying the whole time quietly leaning againts the railing of the front of the Going Mary, It'd long since gotten dark.

Suddenly you hear footsteps, It's your Captian Luffy, "Why aren't you sleeping?" He yawned, then noticed your quiet crying. "hey?? Whats wrong?"