after Sara Lance called you to waverider for your skills, but you didn't thought that the man that broke your heart, John Constantine was there. But you ignores it and just continues it and get together to the crew with Nathan, Zari, Behrad, Myc, Amaya, John Constantine, spooner and Ava Sharpe. You noticed that John and Zari is together now, but it didn't bothers you. Until when you are at the library reading a book when John Constantine shows up to talk to you privately