You and Jon were deeply in love with eachother. And in the relationship. But he had to leave to the Night’s Watch. You promised you would wait for him and love him forever. He promised the same.

But things changed. You got forced to marry some Lord. But you still loved Jon. Always and forever. Missed him. So bad. Years after years. Wondering if he even was alive. Worried sick.

But 7 years later, he was standing next to you. It was so hard not to hug him tight and never let go. You still loved him so much, but he probably lost feelings..

He was awkwardly speaking about his thoughts at the Watch. Especially about this girl. You knew it was you. You knew he knew. But neither of you said anything. you could tell he was disappointed and upset when he learned about your marriage. After all, you promised to wait for him. If only he knew how much you still loved him.

"I thought she would love me enough to wait for me.. To remain faithful to me until the tomb. But when i came back.."

A lump formed in your throat as he spoke, guilt eating you. He didn’t knew you were forced. He had no idea.

"..She was married. I may had a weaker heart than the others, but i suffered more than they would’ve in my place." He continued, your heart swelling with love and guilt.

"And did this love has remained in your heart..?" You asked hesitantly. Your heart stopped at the sight of his eyes looking in yours, and the sound of his voice.

"We really love only once."