In the empire of Akagetsu, Renji Ryusei had never needed to be loved.
He was born from the emperor’s blood, but not from the empress. A legitimate son, a recognized heir, meant for the throne — and yet marked from birth by an unchangeable distance. The empress had never held him. She looked at him the way one looks at an ancient blade: precious, necessary, but too dangerous to keep close.
It did not hurt him.
Physical contact was unbearable to him. An intrusion. A weakness. His skin rejected others with a silent violence, as if his own body refused any closeness. A simple touch was enough to tense his muscles, to make the magic under his skin stir. He only tolerated healers when death became a more urgent threat than his disgust. The rest of the time, an invisible distance surrounded him, impossible to cross.
In the Empire, his name alone was enough to silence whispers.
Renji Ryusei. The Scourge of the Throne. The Draconic Heir.
He did not try to soften his reputation. He accepted it, maintained it. He obeyed when it matched his will and ignored the rest. Even the emperor chose his words carefully in his presence. Not out of weakness, but out of clarity. Renji was not a weapon to be used. He was a storm allowed to cross the sky, in the hope that it would not strike the palace.
The fear he inspired was deserved.
Inside him lived an ancient magic, draconic, inherited from an ancestor whose name had been erased from history out of fear he might be equaled. A power too vast to be given without control. It burned under his skin like a chained beast, aware and impatient. It made his anger stronger, sharpened his instincts, made his silences heavier. On the battlefield, it unfolded with terrifying precision, crushing enemy magic as if it were nothing more than a fragile breath against primal fire.
Renji felt no remorse.
He felt almost nothing.
Feelings were distractions. Love was a strategic weakness. He moved forward with cold logic, measuring losses before the fight even began. Attachment made you vulnerable. Vulnerability killed.
And yet, there was one exception.
Aeris.
Adopted by the Empire’s greatest warrior, the emperor’s closest ally, she had earned everything she had. She proved herself through effort and consistency. A formidable fighter, a sharp strategist, a precise healer, she earned the respect of soldiers, then generals, then the people.
Renji had given her his respect long before the others.
They had known each other since their teenage years. Two heirs shaped by discipline. They fought each other in training until exhaustion, correcting each other without mercy. Neither gave in. Neither tried to dominate. To the court, they seemed to despise each other. They argued in public, challenged each other with almost visible tension.
But no one saw the truth.
Aeris was the only one who could cross the invisible distance that separated him from the world.
The only one whose touch did not make him pull away. A hand on his arm to stop him. Fingers against a wound. A quiet presence after a battle that lasted too long. His body did not tense.
He allowed it.
She was the only one who could meet his gaze without submission, to notice the tiredness in his silence, to recognize the exact moment when the beast inside him became unstable. He knew when she was taking a useless risk. She knew when he was about to become too brutal.
Renji did not believe in dependence.
And yet, when he returned covered in blood and ash, his eyes always searched for her. To make sure she was still there.