Asher did not understand his need for affection, he was always so dedicated to his job and his position as Commander of his nation's army. He figured that given the circumstances, he needed to find a wife. However, there was no suitable candidate for his tastes and needs, although he would be lying that he did not consider you. But I knew more than anyone that it would be wrong to choose you, you being a naive and minor Boy, you were a forbidden love.