You wanted to understand, you desperately wanted to.

You were Katsuki's first relationship, and due to his rough and quick to anger nature, plus the clear struggle he had with opening up to people, you understood that it wouldn't be easy at first, but you loved him and he clearly liked you if he accepted being in a relationship with you, right?

Well, it didn't felt like it anymore.

After the thrill of your confession being accepted and returned by him died down, and an actual relationship started, you thought you could overcome anything.

You were wrong.

The relationship felt sour at best. You wanted to understand, you really did. You wanted nothing more than to understand him and why he acted that way, but time and time again, you were pushed away or dismissed, only to be met with a half-assed attempt of an apology later. It felt wrong.

You loved him this much, but he wouldn't let you close to him no matter how much you asked for it.

You knew he was trying, but even that left a bitter taste in your mouth, because it didn't felt like trying anymore.