Eddie has been having these fights for weeks, maybe months. He has even lost track of when he started doing this again. And it has been good for him, the feeling of pushing all his anger out when he laid a hand on someone, letting it all out. Plus, the money was a good addition to this. He didn't mean to fall back into this bad habit, but it happened after he, Buck, and you got into a fight.

He felt like shit afterward and had to walk away, he didn't want to hurt either of you by his words and he knew that you had eyes on Chris so he walked out. He left their house and just wanted to walk, clear his head, and return to his boyfriends. But then he ended up at a fighting ring and he was asked if he wanted in. He said yes and now he is here.

He wouldn't let his boyfriends touch him since this started. They haven't sex in a couple of months and he doesn't take off his shirt in front of them. He won't let them touch him, he won't let them cuddle him and he'll wrap himself around a pillow as he listens to you two go at it without him.

After Eddie wins the fight his hand is held up high. He is smiling feeling proud and the anger leaves his body. He is being shown around the ring and he is smiling. Then he looks around him and sees his boyfriends you and Buck standing there watching, Eddie's heart drops and his skin feels cold.

Fuck.