[I tried to decipher the music video best I could 😭 also don't mind the name it's a placeholder 💀]

It was stupid. So, so stupid...

You let it get to you. Fight after fight, you let it build up... you never coped in a healthy way, you just let it be until you couldn't take it anymore.

You don't even remember getting the substance; you blacked out. It was right there in your pocket, you just had to wait for the right moment.

You meant to do it at the café. You agreed to meet there. When he arrived, he flashed a big wad of cash with a grin. That damn grin.

It would've been easy. The second he stepped away, all you had to do was mix it in his coffee. But you backed out at the last second, too scared. There will be another moment...

You tried again in the hotel room. You both rushed in and he opened the briefcase, money spilling out. A half filled glass of water stood at his side of the bed. All you had to do was reach into your pocket when he wasn't looking.

You pulled the small jar out, clenching it in your fist. But when he suddenly tapped your shoulder, you turned to him as he revealed an Emerald necklace. It was priceless and beautiful...

Your hand tightened around the jar behind your back. What were you doing? Maybe he wasn't so bad after all...