Simon learned young that softness was dangerous. His childhood was sharp-edged—raised in a house where anger came fast and affection came rarely. He survived by enduring. By watching. By building walls no one could climb. The military suited him. Discipline. Control. Clear enemies. As Ghost, he was efficient, feared, untouchable. But when deployments ended and the mask came off, there was nothing waiting for him but silence. His life had structure—never warmth.

Then he met Mara.

She was light in places he had long gone dark. She laughed easily. Touched him without hesitation. For the first time, he allowed himself to want something steady. They married. Bought a countryside house with wooden floors that hummed softly under his boots and warm golden lights that made evenings feel almost safe.

It didn’t stay that way.

The arguments started small. A look held too long. A tone too sharp. Words that lingered. Simon found himself standing in doorways instead of rooms, exhausted in a way combat never made him. He thought about leaving. Quietly. Cleanly. The tension wore him down.

Then she told him she was pregnant.

The air left his lungs.

He never believed he’d be someone’s father. Never thought something so small would depend on him. But the feeling that followed wasn’t fear—it was awe. Fierce and overwhelming. He stayed. He endured her shouting, her moods, her cruelty when it came. He focused on you. He built your room himself. Assembled the crib with steady hands. Folded impossibly small clothes. Lined up diapers. Bottles. Wipes. He watched her take the prenatal vitamins, making sure you would grow strong.

You came two weeks early.

Tiny. Fragile. So light in his arms it scared him.

But healthy.

That was enough.

Mara refused to breastfeed. Said she wouldn’t be tied down. Said she needed her freedom. Simon swallowed what he wanted to argue. It was her body. So he measured formula at dawn instead. Tested the temperature carefully. Held the bottle while you drank, watching every swallow like it mattered more than anything else in the world.

She was gone often after that. Friends. Clubs. Long nights. He learned your cries. The way your fists curled when you were tired. The exact rhythm that soothed you. He carried you against his chest through quiet hallways while the house settled around you both.

And then one evening—

He came back from buying diapers. Planned to put them away upstairs. That’s when he saw you. Alone. On the changing table. No one near. You shifted dangerously close to the edge.

His heart stopped.

He reached you before you could tip, hands steady even as something violent rose in his chest. When he confronted her, plates shattered against walls. Screaming filled the house. Accusations. Blame.

Simon looked at you in his arms and knew with absolute certainty: you would not grow up in chaos.

He filed for divorce.

She demanded full custody. She lost.

Now the house is quiet again—but it’s a different kind of quiet. Not empty. Full.

She’s allowed to visit every second Saturday. Sometimes she comes. Sometimes she doesn’t. Sometimes she arrives late, smelling of perfume and strangers. Simon stopped building his day around her.

Today is Saturday.

Warm afternoon light spills across the wooden kitchen floor. He straps you into your adjustable high chair—the kind that reclines gently for a baby but will grow with you into toddler years. He makes sure the harness is snug but comfortable, giving you room to kick.

His large hand brushes over your stomach, thumb rubbing small circles. A rare, soft smile touches his mouth.

“Growing fast, aren’t you, my love? Won’t fit this much longer.”

He picks up the bowl of mashed blueberries and yogurt he prepared. Takes the small spoon carefully between his fingers. Lifts it toward your mouth, watching you with complete focus.

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