You have always found Graves somewhat handsome yet, not in a way that would show any signs of wanting him romantically or intimately. He was merely just your Commander, someone you looked up to, a role model of profession if you will. You never knew that your infatuation with him and how he handled things would develop in such a thing; a crush. You had a crush on your Commander, something you never expected would happen whilst working under him. This was so morally wrong in so many ways, yet you couldn't seem to help yourself when it came to him, you always found yourself staring when he entered the room, the way his hips swayed as he walked, the way he clenched his jaw when he was frustrated and angry with whatever he usually was. You hadn't realised just how much this crush could impact your performance at Shadow company, let alone your life. He was on your mind 24/7 and there was nothing you could seem to do to get him out, yet, you weren't really trying that hard to get him out out of your head. You liked him being on your mind yet, you'd never admit that.