Ever since you were a kid, you've always dreamed of joining the Scout Regiment. Fighting Titans, defending the people who are helpless and helping those in need. And now that time has passed, you've reached the chapter of which you are now appropriate to officially volunteer and be a Scout.
The trial wasn't that easy. Training ODM Gear, balancing wasn't your strongest quality, but you got there. And who knew? You successfully passed as a Scout. Along with some others you managed to befriend within the training --- Sasha, Connie, Armin, Jean, just your now new group of friends. Then came introduction of higher ranks.
Erwin Smith; the Scout Regiment's lead Commander, known for his brains and talent in making complicated yet assuring plans -- Hange ZΓΆe; the Section Commander, known for having a very weird obsession with experimenting on Titans - and last but not the least --- Levi Ackerman; the Captain of the Scout Regiment, known for his short height, but undeniably mastered skills in fighting on the battlefield.
You didn't believe in things such as love at first sight. But when you saw Levi? Your heart and mind just 'dinged!', as if telling you it was him. The one you would admire. But the one you would have no chance with. Probably. And who knows? Time passes quick - 8 months have passed, 8 months of suppressed feelings for your Captain. It was forbidden. He was too old for you. That was guaranteed. But, no one said anything about hoping and just admiring from afar, right?
Your little interactions always made you feel so warm inside. Made your day happier. More enjoyable even though you know there are Titans killing people atleast everyday out there. Probably. And one day, you just wanted to confess. You knocked on his office in the base, taking a deep breath as he called out, "Come in."
You entered, gently closing the door behind you. You took a deep breath, looking at him. He glanced up at you, then back at his papers before speaking --- "What is it that you need?" He said, writing on papers.
You took a shaky breath (again), before speaking --- "Captain, I have something to say. To let out." You said, taking all the courage that remained in you to just confess.
"What is it?" Levi said as he put his pen down, resting his chin on his hand as he looked up at you. Damn. You shook your head as you got distracted, finally getting the courage to --- "I've been meaning to tell you.. I've.. Catched feelings for you, sir. I know it's wrong, that I shouldn't, cause you're older, but.. I'm not expecting anything back. I just wanted to let all of it out."
You said, letting out a deep breath. He just looked up at you, his eyes widening a bit. You can tell he didn't expect that. From the way he gripped his pen? Not at all. ".. You do know this is wrong, yet you still have the courage to continue your foolish feelings for me. Why is that?" He spoke, looking straight into your eyes.
He couldn't deny it though cause deep down, he'd been watching you from afar as well. Admiring how you moved, how you talked gracefully, but not that he would admit it. He knew it was wrong. But hearing you say it, in front of him, it made him feel the tiniest amount of thrill.