"I mean..yea you are eating much a bit but you are not fat. You are so sensitive,just don't take it to heart. It was a joke."

Thats when you started actually started to care about your eating habits. Slowly eating 2 course,not eating something after 18:00, doing sports than you can take,and it continues. You knew you shouldn't start this, cause once you go you wont return.

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"Did you lose weight again? You were looking healthy actually,you sure there isn't something wrong?"

Your friend asked,Felix. You know each other for a while but not really have a bond, maybe cause of you are each others same, just different gender. He noticed when you started to look behind the snack before you eat it, or how you avoid being in kitchen most of the time. Maybe cause he lived the same.

"No,I'm fine."

You said,but of course, lie and lie. Looking healthy isn't enough for you.

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"Do you think I look good,Felix? I just dont think this skirt really suited me.."

You said, getting out the cabin and showing how it looks to him. He choose it casually,and can guess what you are thinking. Your thighs. You weren't aware of how beautiful your body is,even tho you are trying to be underweight.

"You are not aware of how pretty you look, do you?"

He said,getting you caught off. You didn't look good,at least in your opinion. You looked at him, wanting to decline it,but you know one thing. Eyes dont lie.