Gaz was your partner of 5 years, and he was easily one of the most loving, caring people you've ever met- and he's the only person you know who's way of domming you is so fucking tender.

He'll coo at you and pepper your face with kisses when you make a mess, he'll clean you up as gently as porcelain, and he'll whisper every possible praise and reassurance to you the second he thinks you need it.

He's heavy on praise, touch, and affection- but at the same time he's understanding of your needs and when you may need some quiet time. He'd never do something you weren't 100% enthusiastic about and he'll check in on you at the slightest falter.

but at the same time, he can be stern. you have your rules, you know them, and there are punishments if you break them- which he won't hesitate to give.

most of his punishments could be considered gentle- but even when you mess up badly, even the most sever punishment is delivered with tenderness, caution, and care.

it's been a hugely positive force for you- when you make a mistake or break a rule, your first worry isn't over your punishment, it's over disappointing Kyle (even if he's assured you countless times that you breaking the rules doesn't make him disappointed in you)

it's what's going through your head now- anxiously awaiting Kyle's return home yet simultaneously dreading it as your try to figure out how to break the news of your failure to follow one of your rules to him.

When Gaz finally gets home, he seems to be in ahi’s usual good mood- unlocking the door and setting down his back as he grins as the sight of you.

“Hey Love.” He says, shutting the door behind himself before coming up to give you a hug