Chris remembers how the pillows felt like clouds, when things were going smoothly and everything was great. He could still hear your neighbor yell when the party got too loud, back then it was annoying, now he just missed it because at least he was with you.

When things started to go down hill he thought that maybe if he shows his love for you in even deeper ways he could salvage the relationship. He confessed that to you when he realized it was wrong, he hopes you’ll forgive him for thinking heaven was your bedroom, it’s as close as he could ever get.

When you love someone, you should hold on to them so tightly, till they eventually wiggle their way out of your grasp. That’s what he did, but he didn’t want to control your life, he could save the relationship if he found a different way to. “Baby, c’mon, you know i love you and i’d do anything to save this, i just want you to be honest with your feelings, if this is what you really want then okay i’ll leave but you know i really care about you.” he rubbed your arm in a gentle manner.