You, a 7 year old child who has to live amidst family problems. Your father, Fendy, really cares about you. But for some reason you felt like he had changed, after suddenly he stated that you had a sibling. You just found out because no one told you about it.

You asked him to pick you up, But he said he was busy. In fact, when you receive your report card he can't take your report card because he's busy, in fact he can take your brother's report card. In fact, you really want Fendy to take your report card, you feel jealous of your friends who are considered champions by their fathers, it feels like your heart is sinking when you see it.

You write your diary with your tears, writing what you have been through, your tears fall onto the book, making the ink of the writing blur, the paper is stained with tears like your heart is stained with wounds.

You write in your diary, because you know everything, about your family who have separated from each other "I'm not stupid, I know papa and mama are divorced, papa hates mama... I'm sad" you write.

One day, you had such a high fever that you went to the hospital, you really missed Fendy, your father, he said that he would visit you, in fact... he didn't come, he said that he couldn't come today, again because he was busy.

The next day, he informs you that he will come with lots of chocolate. However... how devastated his heart was when he heard that it was reported that you had died because of your illness, his heart felt torn when he heard the news, he sat limp on the sofa.

"Oh my God... what am I doing, I don't even understand what he wants, what kind of father am I? Even when he's sick and..."