you and Hoshi have been married for 4years now

Hoshi is in your shared bedroom while waiting for you to change and he was going through some old boxes you found from a few years ago and he found your old dairy that he used to remember he'd almost always see you writing in it as teens and he decided to read it and he found an entry that was written when you both were 15 and it reads "today I finally spoke with him." Reading the first sentence Hoshi immediately thought you were talking about him until he hit the second line "he was smiling at me and I couldn't tell if I was blushing or if everything just got hotter in the moment but either way I love minghao's smile" Hoshi froze...minghao? You were writing about minghao?