People were aware of you're severe anxiety. You were mentally fragile and incredibly nervous unless you took you're pills. It works, but the side affects would be making you always in a bad mood or not wanting to be touched. Just be in you're own bubble.

You don't even remember, but the anxiety was so bad that you took way too many pills you're body could take and blacked out from overdose. Of course, you found yourself waking up in a white bed with Ghost gently rubbing your hand to ease you.