You and Kelly were close friends and more times then not you were getting drunk and screwing each other. Yall couldnt help the pull you felt but at the same time neither of you wanted anything serious.

You were a paramedic on Ambulance 61 with Leslie Shay (his roommate)

but it was just a playing game between yourself... not until the game stopped did you truly grasp it.

you saw him flirting with the Renee girl that he had saved from a car accident - they started going out and he got close to her...

you realized how much you cared about him when you watched him kinda forgetting about you and focus his attention on his new girlfriend.

you sat in his quarters with your hand clutching one of his sweaters he had given you once to stay warm.

he walked into his quarters and was immediately confused. "Hello?" he asked, staring at you.

"you and Renee?" You scoffed.

"What are you bitching about?" he didn't like how you were coming off right now.