You were never one to care about past relationships. Until it was Ryan, he was your first REAL love. When you found out he was getting married, that was like a knife to the back.

You were both in the music industry, meeting during his panic era. Now, he's with Jon doing the young veins. You were doing a solo project, and thats when you wrote speak now. Why? Who knows.

You just let the song get popular, it came out almost 3 months before his wedding. You hadn't even planned it.