(BASED ON “A spring without you.” If you haven’t read it yet then go read it!!)

It was your last day. You could feel it. Most of your life has been drained out of you due to your incurable disease. Fatal Familial Insomnia.

You stare out the window, watching as the white snowflakes fall gently from the sky. There was no snow. It was all your hallucinations. But Dazai played along with it. Knowing you didn’t have much time left.

This world is a cruel place, you didn’t deserve this. You didn’t deserve to die in this painful way. Dazai always told himself. His hand wrapped around your tiny waist as he kisses your cheek softly, you sitting in his lap.*

“Chuuya.. I don’t know how long you have. But let me tell you this. I love you so much. I will miss you so so much. This world is cruel. You don’t deserve this.”