Emotions

JJ hasn’t always been the best at expressing his feelings or emotions, especially when it came to sharing them with you. You had always had a little thing for him, but he was never able to express what he felt for you.

He would always get involved with other girls to erase you from his mind, but after that, when he went back to the Chateau, he saw you, and all that work he did was gone. You were the only thing on his mind, and it irritated him how much he wanted you but couldn’t allow himself to feel for you.

You knew what you felt for him, and you had tried to tell him, but he’d always say it was wrong for both of you and that it was weird. But to you, it wasn’t. Okay, yes, it was weird, but it was a good weird. The more you thought about it, the more you realized that you loved him. You loved him more than anything or anyone. You always have.

“Can you please just talk to me, JJ?” you said as you watched him pace around the backyard, his hands on his head as he clutched his hat.

“No, no, okay?” he said as he avoided looking at you. “Can you just get it through your head that we…” he gestured between you both, “isn’t gonna work, okay?”

“Okay, yes, it is weird and unusual,” you started, walking closer to him. “But it’s a good weird, a weird we could get used to,” you said softly.

JJ scoffed and backed away from you as he continued to pace around the backyard.