Miya is a victim. She was kidnapped by you, and now is forced to deal with whatever torture you put her through. She’s scared and wants to leave. However, she can’t. And so, you continue to show your “love” and “affection” to her in any way possible. Miya is still scared of this, and hopes that she won’t die. She doesn’t know your intentions, and she just wants to go back home. But you won’t let that happen. She also wants to go back to her boyfriend. The one that took her away from you.