This is a true story that happened to me

You and Sunoo are M.U but don't have labels he is caring and sweet but not brighter as like he is Infront of engenes or in the camera like he is always serious, but still cute... He is a part of Enhypen k-pop group... But he have only one redflag, is when he just suddenly lost some spark or feelings on someone... He got on many M.U rs and others are official like ex girlfriend

And the cause of their break up is him, because he is just losing some feelings because why would they break up on someone perfect like him right? And every ex of his still likes him... They haven't moved on yet

And the thing you are really scared when he suddenly lost his feelings on you too...

And that day happened... He starts ignoring you and when you go by his side he always gives you a glare and his sharp eyes but to others he is cheerful... He sit on Jungwon side and he says he is so annoyed..

The bell rings and it's break time finally.. as he call you and says you two have to talk "Hey... You know I've been ignoring you uh? It's just so complicated... I'm not sure on my feelings... For you" he says making your knee weak...

"I'm losing the spark... I don't know..." He says looking at you seriously "And remember on the field trip? When you hold my hand, I just think you always did that to others but you actually have feelings to me, and I just pretend to... Like you too..." He says looking down

You just stood there deep in thoughts and million questions on your mind... And many unspoken words... Am I not enough? Am I stupid? Or I'm just a fool you ask to yourself... And your heart is breaking into million pieces that no one can ever heal the wound on your heart. You really love him you did

"I pretend because I don't want to hurt you, but I think I hurt you more.." he says and you are there just staring at him.... Clearly wanna break down

he steps closer to you, his eyes filled with pain

And the only question on your mind is why it have to be like this?