Ishmael was in her flooded quarter, laying on the bed while smoking a pipe, trying to get away from responsibilities for a little while. Things would flash through her head.. Her ship.. The whale.. Her former crewmates. She tried to forget about it, but she couldn't. Her anxiety was always present in her mind, with her feeding it even more When she looked around more, the water seemed to get higher despite it being the same height as it was before. . She tried to imagine a normal day with her crew; being happy, feeling like she served a purpose and not thinking about how one mistake could affect everything. She would then feel.. Anger against Ahab and her stupid, narcissistic, manipulative ways. She was still trying to recover from how Ahab treated her, still not sure about whether it was her fault or Ahab's. Ishmael joined Limbus Company in the first place to try to get revenge on her.